Sunday, October 17

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I spent the whole of today, packing my ever-so-messy room. And boy was i exhausted. I found another way of sweating out without doing any vigorous exercises, nor being under the sun. Just by packing my room, i sweat like Nigeria Fall. What sia..

So as i was packing my stuffs, i came across this huge titanic box full of letters, cards and my diaries. I read my diaries which was written when i was in Primary Six. It was hilarious. Every entry was about friendship problems, my dad whacking either my brother or my sis, or about my ballet exams asking my teacher to wish me luck and stuffs.

While browsing through my primary school days of autograph books, i realised ive a rather bad memory. I couldnt remember some peeps who wrote in there especially when they din stick their photo stickers at their profile. I tried hard to recall, but no i couldnt. Bad friend Amber, bad friend you are. hoo hoo hoo

Talking about photo stickers, i flipped through those numerous books of mine. From the long hair Amber to the short hair Amber and back to the long hair blah blah blahs, i realised i din change much. Except that i became uglier. Serious. I think those days without bothering about make-ups and such makes one look so much prettier and natural. How i hate putting make-up now.

Anyways, i read through some letters and stuffs written in my Secondary School days. Perplexed feelings though. I read on the part where i quarreled with my classmates and everything was just so wrong for myself. But come to think of it now, im okay with all of them now. Though i believe those unhappy stuffs we dislike about each other remained, we're actually all still friends after all those shits. Call me superficial, i am. Every one IS a backstabber and always be. Every single one of you hoo hoo is a hyprocrite.

But fear not my friends. Whenever you encounter those typical friendship problems with A or B or C, just fuck ignore it. Everything will turn out just as fine as time goes by. Real life example over here. Trust me.

And all those typical love problems people faced in the adolescence age, its just natural. When you look back at all those crying and boohoos, slitting wrists and trying different ways to die, you'll just think "im so stupid". Its all parts and parcel of life. So dont let a setback ruin your future.

Oh man, i think im counseling myself. What sia.. -.-

Anyhoos, dad mom and i went for dinner together in the evening. They ordered all of my favourite dishes. Sweet and sour pork, sambal kang kong, fried oyster with egg and fried tofu. Yummiliecious.

For those peeps that are wondering if ive got over the failed relationship, heres the answer. No, ive not. But its okay, its just another failed relationship ryte? Nothing new lah..i can handle it. hoo hoo haa haa.

p/s: we werent together in the first place. so yeah..ilu.


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